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Monday, August 31, 2009 11:56 PM



J:"haha, omg you can let the mushroom to continue growing, then harvest & sell."
T:"Ya, then the selling point will be its organic, grow freshly out from cement & aircon leakages."

EWW.
GROSS.

It's not because my room is dirty.
I haven't been sleeping in my room cause my air-con leaks when I switch it on.
I can't sleep w/o cold air.
Call me pampered but oh whatever.
The dark corner covered by the piles of paper & humid condition near the aircon allowed the fungus to grow healthily.
Well, at least 1 of them is.
Look how big & white it is.
The other 2 sort of died.
I thought it was squashed moth when I pulled out the stacks of stuff.

GROSS. F-FUNGUS!

Trying to forget about the FF's existence, I continued packing things into boxes.
Found alot of old memories.
Some bad but still kept it.
I wanted to throw many things but kept them in the end.
Too memorable, haha.






At 5 plus, went down to Bugis!
Whoots! Shopping.
Totally forgotten about the FF till I was talking to Jo, haha.
It's also cause of the small hamtaro she saved from IJ staff room.
Even the salesgirl at Bugis couldn't bothered with her shop business & was playing with it.

So cute :)



J:"You should use a ruler & measure so they'll know how big the fungus is."

I don't dare to touch it or even go near it.
There's this fresh mushroom smell la :3

FUCK.

G:"Wednesday, we go Johor. My mum wants to go."
T:"haha, eh. I'm going tomorrow!"
G:"You stay a night over there la,hahaha."

Yup, JOHOR SHOPPING tmr :D






you're my heartbreaker

Sunday, August 30, 2009 7:11 PM

It's so boring to sit at the side while looking at Clara having tuition at home.
I was falling asleep even though I was catching up with the videos on my youtube subscriptions.
The only thing that woke me up a little was watching SBS Inkigayo live on my laptop.
Seriously LIVE, same time as Korea.
G-Dragon woke me up, lol.

Now, I'm happily searching for nice cupcake recipes.
& icings too!
& decorations :D


Nicky thought she was overly ambitious, I was worse.
I wanted to squeeze a day with 4 different excursions.

Well, time is running & I want to do as much as I can before I enter the animal cage far far away in Mandai.






Am I being ambitious?

Thinking that everything will come out my way.






back to those days.

Saturday, August 29, 2009 8:26 PM

WHOOTS.

Yesterday, too tired.
Fell asleep once I hit the bed (:

Met up with Jac,Joan,Jo & Val at Marina Sq for bowling.
It was a long time since the last time I met them.
Felt like I was back in IJ.

Billy Bombers for dinner at Cine.
I couldn't finish Obama, haha.
Their milkshakes are still the best.

Our usual routine of taking neos.
We were cheated the 1st time.
I kept calling the machine "Bleech" & hitting the screen with the tip pen.
Fed up, so we took another set of neos.
The amount of $ we spent on tt shop is uncountable mann.

Since Balcony is GONE.
Like really GONE.
We wanted to go to Alley Bar.
But they say I should I go home to sleep.
So home we went (:

& right, the last paper was great, at least it ended with a blast?
HEE HEE.



Just now, I'm suppose to just accompany Jo shop while I window shop.
But I ended buying stuff :S
HAPPY :D
Yet broke.

I've got a list of things to do before 9 sept.
I want more time now.
Packed with dates to go for that I'm rather messed up.

I need to take out my handy-dandy notebook!
Let's reorganize.

Right on top of my list.

MY ROOM.TONIGHT.






Just realised

Thursday, August 27, 2009 8:16 PM

Feeling all stressed out & lost the motivation to study after talking to Mr Shit.
He made me feel like shit too.

Nicky called.
Motivated me to study abit but feeling so sick at the sight of the notes.

Thinking Modern Penpal can help de-stress abit.
Nah. Wrong.
Computer was way more important.

Bf is still the best :)
Though its not the best time to catch up with one another.

I then realised a year has passed.
He was actually fasting this year.
He was having sushi buffet with me,kitty & reuben last year.
It felt like it was just several months back.

So what if I missed it?
It's not going to come back.

Everything is moving so fast;changing too quickly.
Many things changed.
Many..

Me, being the most.
I learnt the difference between let go & give up :D


Giving up on M.I.C.E.
Yobu & Germ coming to save my day (by phone) later!

YAY!






mood swing mood swing.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009 7:14 PM

Cramps blocked out 1/3 of my brain during the exam.

Once everyone stepped out of the classroom.
Vugluarities could be heard from every corner of the corridor.
Others were doing the hand signals.
Even now most of their FB update status are &*^%$#%^& about Lodging.
Wonder how now.
Sigh.

Ritz Carlton! -hand signal-
The setter! -hand signal x 346535656 times-

Ow Ow Ow.
Cramps shit.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY BF!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥






let's be strangers.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009 1:52 AM

Today, I just found out from friend's friend that Balcony at Heeren no longer exist.
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

I called to confirm.

No more Wake Up Call.




P.S. I hate you.






growling

Monday, August 24, 2009 1:11 AM



Not hungry.
Stomache.
Throbbing pain.

Applaud myself for finally reaching Lecture 3-4.


P.S. I suddenly remembered a lot of things.

Ow, please stop throbbing.






Thinking of 2012, nothing else getting in.

Sunday, August 23, 2009 10:10 PM

DPD is killing me


Wasted the whole day rotting.
I've to burn midnight oil.






I hate you

4:22 AM




My once favorite phrase"I hate you" is coming out from my mouth again.


In the end, studied nothing.
I should go jump.
& it's close to 5am now.

Wonder what time can you wake up to study energetically?
Go get a Starbucks, to buck yourself up.

Omg, what a joke :3

Owells, had fun chatting on the phone.
Tomorrow, I shall suffer the consequences.

Nights.



Dinner@Niece's 1st Month.






I remember

Saturday, August 22, 2009 4:41 PM


Slept early yesterday night.

Kept watching TV today.

Later going for my niece's first month dinner.
I've no mood to entertain Carol if I see her at the dinner.
Hope she won't find this post ever.

I think she stalks quite well too.



P.S. The things you said & actions showed that you hadn't forgetten about her. Why deny?


Ain't we the same?







blow my heart up

Friday, August 21, 2009 6:08 PM

Let me show you this new found "heart fluttering" human..

“Cee” Muntanavee Kenan
Half Indo&British




Cute?Hot?
Now a close-up!






Well, first I've to turn les to get together with her.
HAHA.


Okay, I shall go back to nap & study again later.
F&B wasn't really that shit (:






FFFFF&B, shit.

Thursday, August 20, 2009 10:15 PM

The moment I stepped out of my room, I had to take the painkillers.
It's not taking any effect anymore.
The headache is still killing me.
& she made it worse.

Feeling feverish.
Took temperature.
37.7
Gulping down lots of water now.
I've to take the exam tomorrow.
Must.

Right, intend to sleep for a while after completing the Budgeting.


P.S. I ♥♥♥♥♥♥ angel for sending me F&B hints :DDDD
Lighten the stress quite abit.






OMG! behind time.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009 11:32 PM

My neck cant turn to the right.
hahaha.
Been reading to sleep on my couch, not a very good sleeping position indeed.
I was looking for other things to read till I was thinking of writing a book on MS word.

Procrastinator shit.

Study scanning throughlodging.
Fly back to F&B later in the night.

"I'm having a heart attack"
"April loves Black Coffee"


- Conversations between Us


P.S. I suddenly have cravings for Starbucks.






thoughts

6:41 PM

To you.








overrated

Monday, August 17, 2009 11:11 PM

Failed in studying.
Succeeded in finishing a storybook.

Teddy, please finish F&B notes by tonight.
You should hear the list of excuses me & Nicky can come up with to deter from the notes.

"This momentary joy breeds months of pain;
this hot desire converts to cold disdain" -Shakespeare

The book is better than DPD :3

Going to make milktea to keep myself awakeee through the night :)
I just got hold of another book.
Setting an alarm to stop myself from continuing.

"L.B. will leave you breathless"
It's too enticing.






slow motion

Sunday, August 16, 2009 4:51 PM



Fuck you.
You won bitch.


My dad&granny left early in the morning 5am :'(

It's hell to study at home.
Having a headache.
I need painkillers.

I'm still stuck at DPD's Chapter 1.
I NEED F&B NOTES.



I'm very very behind schedule.






smile it off

Saturday, August 15, 2009 5:43 PM



I felt so no life..
When I stepped out of Orchard Mrt station & was lost for a moment.
I didn't town for like a few weeks & so many things changed.
Like WTH la.

Yobu & I felt so noobish.
We went to ION yesterday, & "shopped" as if we go there everyday.
Finally yingyong with Stef too (:

Today, SIP launch :S
Be a tat bit more independent la Teedy.

FML.

Both my legs are filled with bites!
ITCHY.




I'm very behind schedule.






Con't mugging, girl.

Thursday, August 13, 2009 7:51 PM



N:"Mr Scotts, do you tweet?"
HAHAHA.

MLIA & I'm happy with it.
At least I'm still alive.
Been watching too much Taiwan news on the tragedy.
It seems like we're a step closer to the end of the world.

I didn't pray, but my prayers were answered (:

P.S. My fingers are badly chewed on, feel the nervousness.






mlia

Wednesday, August 12, 2009 7:32 PM


Today was much more productive than the past few days.
At least, I touched the book & looked at it.

I'll just've to pray tomorrow's ticketing test is going to test the things I know only.








messy

Monday, August 10, 2009 8:22 PM



My granny is set to leave.
My daddy just bought peanuts & kaya to bring back.

Experiencing Migraine.
An excuse for not doing anything especially studying.

Sorethroat.
Guilty over eating KFC.

Too bored.
Horny Turkish Guy wants me to talk cock with him.
"Sorry I don't provide & my boyfriend will kill me."

End up, webcaming with Stef who was in her bikini (:
"Do you know he changed a lot?"

Things are different from the past.
Everything feels different.
You just feel its impossible now.

Omeegah, Migraine.



"My boyfriend can show me, don't need you."






N-Day

Sunday, August 9, 2009 10:44 PM

Today was suppose to be a conducive day.

Wanted to upload pictures of myself posing happily with the lighted Star stick & the flag to celebrate National Day.
But now the mood totally ruined.

I want my granny to leave Singapore now.
The earlier she goes, the better.

I can't protect myself, how to save her?

I regret eating KFC.

I changed my tumblr's layout, so plain.
I like.

I'm starting to pack for D-Day to come.


HAPPY NATIONAL DAY..
then :S






newborn

Saturday, August 8, 2009 7:35 PM




Applaud myself for being in school computer lab at 830 early in the morning.
Practiced till noon, bus-ed home.
I see no point in practicing cause I was stucked.

Thereafter, went to see my newborn niece.
Her name is still "Nui Nui" ; Girl Girl in Canto.
My relatives say she's very pretty.
I wanted to ask my mum "Was I pretty too?" haha.
My cousin kept scaring us by telling us stories of the pain&agony his wife was experiencing when giving birth.
In our minds, it was set that we are not going to get pregnant.
But after playing with the baby, I might probably snatch someone else's then.

She feels so soft like cotton candy.

P.S. I'm finally using the organiser I bought in HK!YAY!


I my Granny!






toy

Friday, August 7, 2009 11:39 PM

IAT,WRUD.

4COL,PCM?

Mickey was sort of "everywhere" in Sugar.

Sugar should have a promotion next week, if you have Mickey in possession, get a free Peach Lychee Soda (:

Nicky came to school just to embark on her major printing notes session.
She succeeded, while I failed to practice Ticketing.

Home, & slept till now.
I'm soooooo worried now.
Tomorrow shall go down to practice.

Yes, on a Saturday!



Sugar should sell Macaroons.






lighthearted

Thursday, August 6, 2009 11:43 PM

I hate itchy fingers timing.

Yesterday night, I couldn't sleep, tossed & turned till 4am.
Last presentation in my Poly life today; mixed feelings.
I'll miss Level 5.

Mugging shall start tomorrow.
Worrying over Ticketing.
I've no mood for fireworks or taking the pledge at 8:22pm.






A spiteful child

Wednesday, August 5, 2009 11:16 AM

Going to study?Yes.

Angry?Ya.
But what can I do right?So just keep hiding.

I'm going to fail DPD & Ticketing.

Bye.






sugar sweet?

Monday, August 3, 2009 9:14 PM



Hi.

Today, pure lethargic.
Mf kept saying I'm so blur today.
Ticketing terms just swept through my brain.
Stupid TST,TQT,FXP,FXX,FXT & etc.
Seriously don't remember anything.
Must do well, go back to school to practice on Saturday?

Since it's Germ's execution week, we went down to support.
But we left not long later.
No Tanzania 75.
I skipped lecture, Mummy came to pick me up.
Sleep.

Toddles.

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My brother actually very good looking.
Ask me why so random next time.
(:






squashes face

12:15 AM

To me, the wedding was either a concert or a big karaoke session.
Ears going deaf & head going to burst.






go figure

Sunday, August 2, 2009 4:06 PM

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blackbird

Saturday, August 1, 2009 11:52 PM

A: So in future, you can fly the plane & Jonathan will be at the control tower. Both of you can meet for a drink at the airport. Ha- ha- ha.
JH: Then can meet Thaddea too if she's going to be an air stewardess.
A: Ya Ya. She might be the air stewardess flying with you.
T: -Roll eyes x 856453564576 times- HA. HA.

At the birthday celebration.



Did I mention that Public Enemy's soundtracks are ♥?
I'm so getting it.
♥ the old background music -glee-
Omg, I sound like I am as old as my Granny (: