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diabetics

My sleeping habits changed, I think.

It's back to the " dozing off on my sofa till 5am with the laptop on my lap" period.
Can you see the pimples popping out already.

I lost my EZ link card :(
My bus concession :( x2
I will wait another day in hope that it will appear somewhere.
Hope a kind soul can return my card.
I feel so restricted when boarding the bus.
I need to tap again when I get off.
Hee-Hee.

I can't stand my mum's nagging.
Omg.
So is the other one in my house.
So noisy.

I can't wait for my dad to be back tonight.
My granny too :D

I'll have peace.

MJ

Such a nuisance.


-MTV, Michael Jackson "Beat It" Music video-
T:"Omg so oldschool, they look like they're going to have a big fight later. If they start to dance later.. "
M:"I will laugh like mad."
T:" Me too.lol."
-Group dance-
T&M: "HAHAHAHAHAHAHA."

I'm currently putting a song in repeat.
It's all MTV's fault.


"Do you remember the time..
We were young and innocent then"

— MJ, Remember the Time.

big eyes!

M: "HAHAHAHA, wake you up to do project!"
T: "Omg, so gross!Wake up alr la."
M:" Now you can continue doing your projects with big eyes."
T:" Let's send Shirui an offline msg."

2am

Project is my new School Buddy who I have been spending my days with together with my project group members.

Yobu is my Love Person & Wife who loves branded goods like LV.
Gom is my Dearest Germ who occupies my sleepless nights with Youtube videos & pictures of cute korean guys so that I can sleep without qualms :)
Stef is my Love Guru who analyzes Love so logically in mindmaps&numbers, ideas&action plans.

Bf is my Bf who is not affectionately in love with me but like my Best Friend.
Bf's Bf is my love guru's husband aka. Bff of everyone.
Nicky is my TP-Micky who has such a cute personality; you won't know till you get to know her.
Modern Penpal is my Guy Friend who has such a Charismatic voice & I think I never told him about it before.
& I don't know what to say about Oilspill, probably Thank You?lol.



It's time to forget.

sympathy

"So what?"

I think that's what going through their minds.

He just comes & teaches him a few strokes of golf.
He just comes & teaches her how to perfect her piano skills.
He just comes & teaches him how to strum the guitar.
He just comes & teaches her to solve a Mathematics question.

All these were done under their Mummy's adverse persuasion.
When it becomes obvious that there's no need for Daddy to show his acts of "affection"..
Mummy pretends to be highly enthusiastic over it.

Kids quietly move aside & continue their normal routine.
He continues gaming.
She continues watching tv.

Probably that's why sometimes I think she's real admirable.
I've no idea how can she take it sometimes?

The way he treats the family.

It irks me.




“Love is a serious mental disease.”

—

Plato

sleepless

I couldn't wake up today.
I literally dragged my feet to school.
I was thinking: " You're so going to complain when SIP starts."
During break, caught The Taking of Pelham 123 with Jo.
Kept cursing before the start of the movie.
It took ages to start.
I miss Grand Cathay.
I'll join the Grand Cathay group on FB if theres one.

We then went shopping.
MANGO.
My dad is going to slaughter me for CC bills again.

My cousin's dad is coming to Singapore tmr.
My granny is coming to Singapore for 2 mths too.
So am I suppose to get quarantined?
(:



I hate to see someone older than me cry.
It makes me think that life is going to be worse in future.
& I can feel my heartache.

I'm actually not okay

Leg cramp woke me up at 9am.
I only went to bed at 6am this morning.
Finally completed everything.

I love my mum for being such a kind soul.
She's sending me to school tmr.
But I will have to have breakfast with her.

I can finally sleep cause my eyes are tired as ever and my brain is drained.
Can't think much.


ILMS.

strike 12

I was talking to Stef on msn yesterday.
It made me think, reflect.
I should have listened to the many warnings.
Like "Stop it now." "You'll be the one getting it." "You'll fall deeper."

It reminded me of that "fist-clenching holds a deep breath" feeling.
Do you know how does it feel?
It's like "I must get this right, I can do it" but when you let go your fist, you know you can't.

I'm so nervous till 8 of my fake nails came out in less than 10mins.
Cause Lodging is no where done.

So NLB with Yobuuu! :D
I don't think I can complete cause we were spazzing at new korean guys on youtube.
She was all over T.O.P
Mine is Nick Khun!
For 2 hrs, we watched.


@Fish&co.


Decided.
I will just choose the 2nd option.

I'll be fine right? - fist-clenching holds a deep breath- (:
It's just how long I will take right?
Please tell me I will be..





I know I won't be. I just say it to hope that I will.

childhood thrills

After the rather inspiring Four Seasons talk, I foolishly went to meet Germs at Cityhall.
It was too early to go home.
So I just sat there & stone.
Bus-ed home cause I can hear my project calling me & my heels are killing me.


While waiting for the stupid shit to appear to go to the library.
My hair is so wavy!





Strolled to the Library.
I didn't know the MP library's spiral thing will look so nice at night.


In the end, we went there too late.
Couldn't start my article review at all.
Borrowed 3 books using stupid shit's library card.
Germ! HINT HINT!
I shall suppress the urge to read them.
I won't be able to stop once I start.


Played the swing.
I kept making the "Whoo!" sound.
So kiddish.
I went quite high :)



I think the shots are so random.
He failed in doing some stupid stunt.
Just like him, stupid shit.

Pray I finish article review by Saturday :3
First, go find an article to write about, you procrastinated shit.

Go away

I was 60% away from you.

Now I am closer to you again.

I shall not try anymore.
I will get it out of my mind.

school

The lights in school are slowly switching off.
One by one in Level 5 now..
No one just this malay guy opposite my table.

I don't want to go home.
It's so quiet now.
Just feel like completing my work.
So motivated right?

When I reach home, it will be a different case.

As much as I feel that this project table makes the place conducive.
THE ANTS ARE MAKING ME ITCH.
Its crawling across my laptop screen.
I can feel it crawling on my arms and legs.

Right.
I'm leaving now.
LOL.

hopeless

I hope I am not the only one feeling this way.

I don't feel like doing anything.
I know I have lots to do.
I know I can complete each task easily just by ...

handing something over to my dad;
typing a short letter to a company;
typing an email;
goggle lodging;
drink medicine;
eat rice;
write on a piece of paper;
call someone on the phone;

it's as easy as that.
& I would be able to strike it off this long list.
But I just want to lie in bed.

I don't feel like going out.
I don't feel like seeing anyone.

Can I wear a face mask out tmr?

My aunty & cousin developed H1n1 symptoms.
I'm so prepared.

GAGA

I'm feeling jealous now.

My dear Germs, Vivien, Bf & Kenny are now watching Lady Gaga at Clarke Quay!

Hmpf, never mind.
It's so overrated. -pout "Nooooo" -

I want to go, rawrs!

Let's just search on Youtube to watch those recorded ones :3

Tsk, Lady Gaga just appeared on TV.

Let's divert attention to my new purchases from HK then.



TSK.

future

Saw it at Stef's

back

Ya back to reality..

I'm back in Singapore.
I'm missing HK's
weather, shopping,currency,life,cockroaches,people,family,grandmama,disneyland,mtr,taxi,hotel and food.
Everything :3

Ya back in my room.
Ya back to work.

I'm missing some people in Singapore too :(
disappointed still.

h1n1

I looked like a H1N1 suspect in HK for a while.
Cough suddenly came back.
I wore mask on my way back.
People moved away from me, creating alot of empty seats for my family to sit.

Nothing much in HK.
Besides the normal eating till my stomach is going to explode, and window shopping.
It's freaking raining in HK!
So I m stucked in shopping malls connected to my hotel.
I don't think I can get the things on my long shopping list.
This trip is too short and my family is taking too long to get out of the room.
I have too little time left :(
Going out so late & back so late too.

Tomorrow is Disney.
A whole day for shopping will be gone.
I can't wait to video the Tarzan Treehouse boat ride.
You will laugh till you drop.
The Kong-lish is awesome.

today

yesterday

My mum & I were given face masks to wear throughout the flight.
So warm :3
By the time we reach the hotel, ya hotel!
I'm staying in a hotel in HK this time :3
As much as I hate the internet here.
I must say this new hotel is very pretty.
I love the room, I will take pictures.
But I can only upload it when I am back HK home.
So retarded, hate traveling from one end to the other.
Shopping somehow becomes so difficult.

My uncle came to pick us up & drove us to have dinner.
I am so full.
Very full.
Its like crab, oysters,lobsters,fish,prawns, & practically MEAT.
On the way back, we had the very famous Mango Sago, YANG ZHI GAN LUUU~!
HEAVEN.

Tomorrow, its going to be YUMCHA-RATHON with Grandmama.
I think we are planning to go Disney on a weekday.
Can't wait to take rides & buy Mickey :D



Disappointed.
Sad.
Why? ):

stalk

" This is home truly, where I know I must be..."

Inside joke song.

KTV with Yobu,Germs,Kenny!
HK Cafe dinner.
& then Kenny & I has a fun excursion from Takashimaya to Esplanade's rooftop :)
The people who were in the same MRT carriage as us must be thinking we are mad & naughty.
Laughing at something afar, stooping suddenly, running here n there, hiding like a ninja.
OH SO THRILLING.
All of us should open a PI company.
We will be the most renowned one :D

I'll be leaving for HK today!
Ciaos.

barging

I hate it when they just barged in to the room, knowing that I had dozed off on my sofa, yet continue talking to me as if I am awake.

I don't understand why they ain't as smart as my father.
At least, he don't ask me the same extremely stupid questions about my problem, as if rubbing salt onto my wound further.

When they don't, they ask me questions that are obvious & that I can't control.

"EH! You are sleeping?!Did you eat the Western Cough medicine.Wake up to eat!"
-Eyes closed, tired, half asleep-
I was hoping she can see my eyes are closed, but she continues talking & expects an answer.
When I opened my eyes slightly to answer her, the other will start questioning me about things she can decide by herself.
"Should I bring the facial cream?"
-Silent-
"Okay, I think you want, so I'm going to bring."

I don't know how to show them that "I am sleeping!"
I feel frustrated inside till I feel like throwing glass cups on the floor, let snakes lurk around my doors or even throwing a fit like I was 4years old crying that "I want to sleep!"

Probably they will get it then.

Probably it's because I'm having menstrual cramps now :(

I was contemplating till I fell asleep.
Didn't sleep very well these few days.
My cough is getting bad again.

I want to do something bad to the YOG's HR Comm.
I want the Zoo to be in town.
I want to move house.
I want to sleep.
I want to get H1N1.
I want to confirm my sip.
I want everything to be back to normal.


Too busy till I forgot it was my husband's birthday.
& Nicky don't worry too much :)

2 down.

So am I suppose to feel a bit happier now?
Everything went in place, the way I wanted it to be?


I am gulping down chinese herbs again; not helping at all.
I still sound sick.
Planning to buy face mask to draw on them; a different design every day :)


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Go read, go read, go read!
The predictions are very true. Shockingly.
Please go read yours.



Ya, I feel a bit happier now.


Right, so let me finish 3 paragraphs of project before slipping into coma.
Brain dead.Dead beat.

stop

Why must you ask me about one of my problems early in the morning?
Just when I had put it aside.

Stop asking me please.
I'm vexed enough.



Go away too please.

insomnia

I'm amazed that I'm still posting now.
Very.Very.Very.Very tired.
I want my mind to stop thinking of all the problems.

Feeling nauseous after gulping down the Chinese medicine.

Hope I get it when I am in Japan or HK.
Just let me sleep forever.

tryouts

Trying to enjoy this few days of "holiday" before consecutive days of project meeting starts :)
I think I can forget about flying to HK :'(

Facial-ing with Michael early in the afternoon.



It's supposedly Anti-Stress.
But I think it added more stress on Mikey!
Mikey & me were in the couple room.
FUNNY!
Cause I could hear Mikey trying to suppress his "Ouch" n screams.


I added links to my blog (:
Not because I am free.
But right, I am.

I want to specially introduce one of my daily reads.

ellipsis-
It's a daily devotion to her love.
1 reason per day.
I like her April 13th's post.


SIGH...
Should I try to take the risk?

/love

It made me smile,laugh & muster enough courage to call.

But wells, can I say it was the shortest conversation?
Time to let it go?
I really don't know.

I hearted back Stef with more hearts!
Enough to cover her whole window with /love :)

Breathe, just hope tomorrow will be a better day.

So how's the new blogskin? :)