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PINK

The painkillers pills; sweet.

I dare not look into the mirror.

My left jaw; bulged out.
I can't articulate properly.
Didn't even think of smiling or laughing.
Cause it hurts.
I have puffed up eyes, it looks like more tears will be gushing out.

I am better now.

I just wonder why am I still "Thaddea"?
Why am I still here.
Alive.